I'm feeling a bit confused on what I should be doing this particular mothers day. I know that not many people are going to read this but i guess it helps just to write it out. My mom passed away about 3 months ago and even though its only 20 minutes into Mothers Day I'm already crying. I know that I should try and celebrate her on this day because I loved her dearly, it's just really hard to do at the moment. I always like to get her something and to make her feel special, but now I'm at a loss really. I read a bit online about the issue of a first Mothers Day without a mum, and it's given me a few ideas at least. I think I'm gonna try my best to plant some of her favorite flowers and make her a card or poem that only she can read. any other ideas would be appreciated and I hope that everyone out there has a nice Mothers Day!